Day four

Well as you can imagine from my mid day post yesterday, I was feeling a little blue. I had a case of the mean reds as Holly Golightly would put it. (If Breakfast at Tiffany's references are lost on you, you have my pity) Anyhow, the day wasn't great. I was just depressed. This stupid rib problem that I have had for coming up on TEN years now is really a source of stress and anxiety for me. Two things I need less of, not more. Today I am determined to do better, though. I am going to the library to get some books on Martin Luther for a school assignment and I will get to see my dear friend Brian. He is such a ball of light and positive energy, how could I go wrong? Later it is Tuesday night with Rachael so I am a very, very lucky girl.

P.S. here is the quote from that amazing film...in case you were curious...

"The blues are because you're getting fat and maybe it's been raining too long, you're just sad that's all. The mean reds are horrible. Suddenly you're afraid and you don't know what you're afraid of."